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I am not sure!

I am uncertain!

There's doubt!

There's fear!

I thought that it is easy to decide!

I thought its just a simple yes or no!

I thought its like flicking your thumb!

Yet here i am, dumbstruck and stunned!

Why do i have to choose?

Why do i have to select?

Why do i have to pick only one?

The answer is nowhere to be found!

Am i a small fish?

A small fry swimming on this large pool

or am i a big fish on a tiny pond?

the answer is yet to come!

I hate this!

I hate to decide!

It's painful yet i can't feel anything!

It's a burden that i cant swing!

Some will say follow your heart.

Some will say follow your mind.

Some will say follow your dream.

I dont know what my scheme.

Tough....

Hard.....

Excruciating.....

Currently deciding..................